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Monday, August 30, 2010.
Teachers' Day 11:00 PM Is tiring for students. :D I mean those, like me, who choose to make their teachers Teachers' Day card. LOL. I'm really so tired from making it the whole of this afternoon till now :( I wanna sleep now. xD Seriously dunno if I'm going back to JS tomorrow. Hmmm. I thought I was only making for 7 teachers. Turned out much later to be 10. AND I SPENT 30 MINUTES STUCK ON MR. RAFI'S CARD. Couldn't think of that word, which turned out to be, words, but it's okay. Kamsiahamnidas Vanessa. The words were reverse psychology. Took me 30 minutes to think about it. Aiyah. Whatever. The teachers took even more time to prepare lessons right? What's so big about making cards for teachers? OH YEAH GOTCH PITZA TOMORELO! Yay. Edit: I stupidly didn't notice about this post being written in the class blog. Then I even posted it. Think I've grown retarded. I know you agree. :( PS: I did this, not once, not twice, but thrice. Of course I ain't stupid and I deleted the posts. Friday, August 27, 2010.
Yawn. 10:23 PM Did you yawn? Maybe you did. I feel so worn out and tired man. But someone, something else feels much more tired and worn out. It's this blog. It has been tolerating and storing all my rants for this past 4 years. It has gone through a lot. This post is a tribute to this blog (: It totally needs one. Or maybe it wouldn't quietly listen to my rants and complaints anymore, haha. I didn't read my previous posts. But they must have all seem really childish compared to now. I guess that's normal. Although I never kept a diary, I miraculously followed up on this blog, and I made sure I blogged at least once or twice a month. Hahaha. Okay that seems a lil' shallow. Come to think again, it's awesome that I managed to do it. I'm a person who does things just because it's the trend and I want to do it. Then after 3 days I'd stop doing it. Maybe it's because it's my outlet. You see my negative side now? I take things for granted, a lot. And I'm rather selfish too. Which I don't really like. At all. Monday, August 23, 2010.
Splat. 4:42 PM Goes the rain. If only every afternoon was as windy like this. Not rainy, windy. That'll be good. Oh yeah. I'm still procrastinating. At a time like this. Uh. That wouldn't do, Jacinta. Why is this world so...caste-ified.? Why must there be a transition between the rich and the poor? The educated and the uneducated? The elites and the last express class? Even so, there is also a hierarchy pyramid of its own. Hah. Pfffft. And why is the "popular" kid allowed to do anything she wants? Oh. No one dares to go up against her. Like me. :( Cowardice has allowed her to do anything she wants. My point? Stop taking my chair, idiots. Distractions, distractions. Monday, August 16, 2010.
I'm surprised. :D 8:39 PM I don't know why, I always type :D as LD. AHHHHHHHH. This is totally annoying. And today is a bad day. I stepped on MUD (not dog poo, contrary to popular belief) the first thing when I went to school. Then today was fire drill. THE WORST was when I was doing Chem experiment, when I like cooked part of my finger. Zzzzz. Alright. I burnt it. So now my finger is blistered ('Blistering barnacles!'*) for perhaps the next couple of weeks or so. Yuck. Then I virtually walked around the school with a peace hand gesture, cos 1) There was a copious amount of cream over the fingers and 2) It hurts if didn't do that. It feels like a satay stick just pierced through my finger. But it doesn't hurt now, awesome. Greatest thing ever? The Straits Times horoscope totally predicted it. Go read up on Taurus if you have it, I can only remember the word "burning". Oh wait: I realised Astrology.com's horoscope is the same. Probably TST took it from them... hmm. *Goes check up on other sites* Your intensity waxes and wanes, but right now it's burning bright. It could be focusing on almost anything, but if it's related to your love life, you should feel remarkably good about it all.Okay they DID take it from Astrology.com. I don't care if you knew. Because I don't know. Hmph. Today is like watching Discovery Channel. Next. Drew the superhero-teacher in the art room today. Abit awkward cos I'm like non art, and my artistic talents are just on the extreme left hand side of a loading bar. Took suggestions and drew Paul the Octopus, choosing PASS with FLYING COLOURS. With the other 7 legs holding items he'd usually hold. Here's just the penciled outline!  Then just, JUST NOW.. I went to OMG Facts.
WTBH?! What if the virus escapes. If it causes normal chickens to grow teeth, IT ISN'T A GOOD NEWS ANYMORE. We cannot eat chickens cos they gonna eat us. AND WHAT IF, it is able to infect human beings? That's worse, because Twilight fans are gonna infect themselves with it! OMFG. That's. The. Worst. Engineering. Invention. Evar. *Oh. Read Tintin. It's awesome. A tagline from Capt. Haddock. Blistering barnacles! Sunday, August 15, 2010.
Random thoughts. 10:01 PM I was on the bus, all alone. That set me thinking. Actually whenever I'm alone I always ponder over things that are beyond me. It's a little like, so near yet so far. I've blogged about this before, but this always come back to my mind. It's about death. It can happen anytime. I picture my body to be in the coffin. I'd be standing near the letterboxes, seeing who actually attended my funeral. Okay it's weird, but really. I might die tomorrow. To be frank, I'm not really afraid of death. I'm more afraid of going to hell. Hmm. Then again, I'm starting to embrace life with relish. At the void deck opposite, two things are happening. One is a Catholic funeral. The other is the Hungry Ghost Festival auctions. I find it peaceful to hear them praying. (Oh no Jacinta's getting religious again) but (hey erm earth dwelling souls, no offence but it's a lil distracting.) the auctioneer is bellowing the prices in Hokkien. Hais. Anyway, hope the deceased goes up to heaven soon (: I find both things that are happening a little ironic. *** Okay next. Yeah something else I was thinking on the bus too. Maybe we can start a youtube channel after 'O's featuring ourselves singing and howling and whistling to songs. xD It was a great day :D Ain't buses such a nice place to think and ponder over things? LAST MINUTE EDIT: When I went back home just now, several health-dunno-what promoter looking people approached me. Obviously they saw that I'm really healthy. Hmm. They should've approached Kenji too, because he looks totally unhealthy. HAHAHAHA. I'm assuming Kenji doesn't mind lol. Thursday, August 12, 2010.
CAPS. 7:26 PM I think this post deserves to be typed in caps. FUDGE YOU, BITCH. YOU THINK YOU CAN USE THE FUDGING ROOM JUST BECAUSE YOU WANT TO FUDGING STUDY? SO YOU CAN USE THE FAN ALL FOR YOURSELF LAH. FINE. FROM TODAY ONWARDS, IF YOU'RE AT HOME, I'LL NEVER, I REPEAT, NEVER, TO USE THE FAN EVAR AGAIN. YOU CAN USE IT ALL YOU WANT. I ONLY HAVE ONE REQUEST: I NEVER, EVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN. I AM BORN TO HATE YOU, OR SO IT SEEMS. YOU HAVE CAUSED ME MUCH MISERY. REALLY. I TOTALLY DETEST YOU. SO YOUR FUDGING MOM SAYS THAT I'M THE BULLY WHO TAKES EVERYTHING FOR HER OWN ENJOYMENT? ALRIGHT. I, IN ORDER TO NOT DO THAT, GAVE YOU SOME IDEAS. I HAVE ALREADY GAVE IN, YET ALL YOU DID WAS NOTHING. NO REPLY AT ALL. FUDGE YOU. GO FUDGE YOURSELF. REALLY. I TOLD YOU TO GET THE SMALL DESK, SO YOU CAN STUDY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROOM AND WE COULD SHARE THE FAN. YOU REFUSED. FINE BITCH, IT'S YOURS. FOREVER. IN EXCHANGE, YOU HAVE LOST YOUR SISTER. I SWEAR, SUMPAH, I WILL NEVER PERFORM ANY SISTERLY DUTIES EVAR AGAIN. NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOUR MOM REQUESTS ME TO TEACH YOU, I WILL NOT DO IT AGAIN. IN MY LIFE, I KNOW THAT MY SISTER HAS GONE WITH THE WIND. YOU ARE NOW, TRANSPARENT. I SEE NOTHING TALKING TO ME. HOKAY?! ONLY BITCHES LIKE YOU DO SUCH LOWDOWN THINGS LIKE SMIRKING AT YOUR SO-CALLED 'VICTORY'. SMIRK ALL YOU WANT. I DON'T KNOW YOU ANYWAY. Saturday, August 7, 2010.
One day, 8:32 PM Angel Atnicaj (pronounced AT-NIC-EGE) flew down from heaven and sat in front of me. He said, "Jacinta, when are you gonna be serious and start studying?" I said, "Tomorrow?" I've always said tomorrow. Everything I resolved to do started 'tomorrow', which never started. From "diet plans", studying, to cutting down on instant noodles... saving money.. etcetc. An outrageous range of things that NEVER worked. I regret it sometimes. Oh, no. Not sometimes. All the time. Days later, Angel Atnicaj came again. He asked, "Do you regret?" I did not answer, but I do. Okay this is hypothetical, and of course "Atnicaj" is my wise clone, as opposed to the usual evil clone. But really. I regret whenever I shelve it to "tomorrow". Especially POA. I've been telling myself to start studying 'tomorrow'. Do I blame myself? Guess I should. Now I have no fudging idea how to go about doing POA. I feel hopeless. Or am I? I pity myself. WHY, IN THE WORLD, AM I THROWING THIS LIFE AWAY? Why is that so? Why am I asking questions? Whywhywhywhywhy? *** Okay yesterday I experienced something awesome. I MUST post this. I don't care if you don't agree, or maybe you'll hate me after that, but I must post this :D It's religious, so if you want to stay neutral and/or whatever, stop reading now. So yesterday I went to church. There's charismatic service every Friday evening, so my friends asked me if I wanted to go. I said okay. As some of you might know, I've been plagued by a back problem. I told my friend about it. So, there's this part where they pray over for people who have obstacles/problems in life, and my friend urged me to go. I refused at first, but went on anyway. Well they prayed over me and they said I felt heavy and I should let go of everything. Within seconds, I collapsed. (That is unusual, but not rare) I wanted to get up, but my body refused to let me. So I let myself rest. Okay the thing is. Today I feel SO MUCH BETTER NOW. Really. It's not hurting me anymore, and I don't feel like an old woman. Conclusion: Thank you God, you are awesome, and I love you man! That is my testimony.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010.
You know... 8:05 PM I HATE YOU! But it's just this few more months, and you're gone. But that's what makes me feel bu shuang, COS YOU AIN'T LEAVING HALFWAY THROUGH STUDIES >:{ Not happy, not happy at all. GRRRR. This is weird. I can't go on to the next line when I hit 'enter', I need to hit the down button after that. What the hell is happening? 1 fun fact about Jacinta: Once I hate someone, I really hate that person. And I won't hide it. I'll blatantly show it. My mom says she's like that too, so that's one fun fact about my mom. :D Talking about my mom, I had a long but lame talk with her today. She told me a ghost story. Here it is: One night, somewhere in Japan, a schoolgirl was walking back home from tuition. It was very late at night, and the place was completely deserted. When she walked, she felt someone was tailing her. So instinctively, she turned back and looked around. No one. So she carried on walking.. at a faster speed. But there is definitely someone following her. Uneasy, she turned again. This time, she saw something white from the corner of her eye. She ran as fast as she could back home, and when she got home she told her mom, "MOMMY I SAW A GHOST!!!!!" But her mom didn't say anything immediately. Instead she went up to her and said... "BLOODY IDIOT, THERE IS A GRAIN OF RICE AT THAT CORNER OF YOUR EYE!" Hahahaha. Thought it was a ghost story, didn't you. That shows my mom is humorous, like me. xD Sunday, August 1, 2010.
3 years already?! 9:10 PM Wow... three years has already passed since I first blogged on this account. I used to have another account in primary school, but I thought it was too childish as I blogged like, you know, P6 girls would blog. I mean I'd twit and use sms language... And it's already August of 2010. It's only about 2 months more. Time is cruel. I haven't started to study, at all. Day by day, I procrastinate. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING? Urgh. Somehow I'd try to maintain this blog alive. Okay this is random.. lol. OH and I love today's weather. Like a lot. It's pleasantly cool; nice day to sleep eh? HAHAHA.
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