I want to question the world. Why can't we cry?

Then someone's gonna say, "Course you can, no one said you can't." If you are such a person, then please shut up.

Is it wrong to cry? Is it shameful to cry? Does crying relate to size of person? Does crying relate to gender?
I don't think so.

I've grown up in a family where it is shameful to cry. Especially I'm a person with large proportions. I don't get it.
Also, I cry when I feel pressurized, both physically and mentally. As such you can say I cry easily.

Why is it abnormal in my family to cry? WHY? Is it so laughable? IS IT VERY FUNNY TO SEE SOMEONE CRY, YOU IDIOTS? No it isn't alright.

So here's a promise to whoever reads this. If you need to cry, CRY IT OUT. Don't bottle it up. I'll not laugh at you. Promise. Sumpah.

I really need to cry myself sane. I feel so crazy inside, so depressed, so misunderstood, so... numb that I feel insane. After a good, ol' crying session, I feel so good that I'll face life again.

If you need someone to listen to, I'm willing to listen. Really. Because I don't want anyone to be like me. No one wants to listen to me... not even my mum. I really understand that you want a LISTENING EAR, not a TALKING TRUMPET. I vow not to divulge anything, and I won't comment unless you want me to.