Saturday, October 24, 2009.
Beautiful. 5:03 PM Won't beat round the bush, here's the lyrics of the song. Beautiful Eminem Lately, I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own
Everyone has their private world Where they can be alone Are you calling me Are you trying to get through Are you reaching out for me I'm reaching out for you I'm just so fuckin' depressed I just can't seem to get out this slump If I could just get over this hump But I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumps Fell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back up In order for me to pick the mic back up I don't know how or why or when I ended up in this position I'm in I'm startin' to feel distant again So I decided just to pick this pen up and try to make an attempt to vent But I just can't admit or come to grips That I may be done with rap, I need a new outlet And I know some shit, so hard to swallow But I just can't sit back and wallow in my own sorrow But I know one fact, I'll be one tough act to follow One tough act to follow I'll be one tough act to follow Here today, gone tomorrow But you'd have to walk a thousand miles In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me I'll be you, let's trade shoes Just to see what it'd be like to feel your pain You feel mine, go inside each others' minds Just to see what we'd find, look at shit through each others eyes But don't let them say you ain't beautiful They can all get fucked, just stay true to you But don't let them say you ain't beautiful They can all get fucked, just stay true to you I think I'm startin' to lose my sense of humor Every thing's so tense and gloom I almost feel like I got to check the temperature of the room Just as soon as I walk in, it's like all eyes on me So I try to avoid any eye contact 'Cause if I do that, then it opens the door for conversation, like I want that I'm not looking for extra attention I want to be just like you Blend in with the rest of the room Maybe just point me to the closest restroom I don't need no fuckin' man servant, tryin' a follow me around and wipe my ass And laugh at every single joke I crack and half of them ain't even funny like "Ahh, Marshall you're so funny, man, you should be a comedian, god damn" Unfortunately I am, I just hide behind the tears of a clown So why don't you all sit down, listen to the tale I'm about to tell Hell, we ain't gotta trade our shoes, and you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me I'll be you, let's trade shoes Just to see what it'd be like to feel your pain You feel mine, go inside each others' minds Just to see what we'd find Look at shit through each others eyes But don't let them say you ain't beautiful They can all get fucked, just stay true to you But don't let them say you ain't beautiful They can all get fucked, just stay true to you Nobody asked for life to deal us what these bullshit hands were dealt We gotta take these cards ourselves, and flip them, don't expect no help Now I could of either, just sat on my ass and pissed and moaned Or take this situation in which I'm placed, and get up and get my own I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags Or sat on the porch and hoped and pray for a dad to show up who never did I just wanted to fit in, in every single place, every school I went I dreamed of being that cool kid, even if it meant actin' stupid Aunt Edna always told me, keep makin' that face, it'll get stuck like that Meanwhile, I'm just standin' there holdin' my tongue tryin' a talk like "thissss" 'Til I stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at 8 years old I learned my lesson then, 'cause I wasn't tryin' to impress my friends no more But I already told you my whole life story, not just based on my description 'Cause where you see it, from where you're sittin', it's probably 110 percent different I guess we would have to walk a mile in each others shoes at least What size you wear, I wear 10s, let's see if you could fit your feet In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me I'll be you, let's trade shoes Just to see what it'd be like to feel your pain You feel mine, go inside each others minds Just to see what we'd find Look at shit through each others' eyes But don't let them say you ain't beautiful They can all get fucked, just stay true to you But don't let them say you ain't beautiful They can all get fucked, just stay true to you Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everyone has their private world Where they can be alone Are you calling me Are you trying to get through Are you reaching out for me I'm reaching out for you Yeah, to my babies, stay strong, Dad will be home soon And to the rest of the world, God gave you them shoes To fit you, so put them on and wear 'em Be yourself, man, be proud of who you are Even if it sounds corny Don't ever let anyone tell you, you ain't beautiful Maybe we should trade shoes sometimes huh? You might never know what the other party feels like. Yeah, true that we may never know what the other party is feeling, "trading each other shoes" is just a metaphor, but we should learn to put ourselves in their situation. That includes me, hah. Oh here's the song. Sunday, October 18, 2009.
A not so detailed predictive analysis of my exam results 6:49 PM Hey so exams is over. 305 ended last. WTF. 306 only 4 people. So don't really count. Anyway, like what the title says, and I've got nothing to write about... so yeah. Sure fail subject: POA Of course, of course. OF COURSE I'LL FAIL POA LAH. To be honest the Paper 1 was okay. And I thought Paper 2 would be "around there". THEN NO LOR, Paper 2 proved to be VERY MUCH DIFFICULT. Plus I forgot the format liao. HAH. (Hope I donch get like, F9.) Other subjects. Higher Chinese: I'll be as dead as the VP okay! (Geddit? If you don't, then too bad cos I don't want to get a lawsuit from the school saying that I slandered her. Yeah I'm like exaggerating.) I have no idea what I wrote for Paper 1. Paper 2 was... OMFG. Sure as dead as the VP liao lah! Comb. Humans: Unless Ms Nurain is going to give me chance, I don't think I'll pass Comb. Humans cos... I gave a one liner for one of the SBQ questions in SS. :/ Okay it wasn't exactly a one liner. It was about a small paragraph consisting of one sentence. :P Comb Science: Quuuuuuuuuuuuite confident about passing. Just passing. No distinctions. I think. E. Math: I think I'm gonna fail by a little. F&N: Same. I wrote whatever my commonsense told me to. So not a lot of technical things about my answers. :/ I think that's about it lah. AIYAH IM SO GONNA FAIL EVERYTHING. ._. Monday, October 5, 2009.
mundane day. 8:25 PM I was bitching at my block's void deck with M.C. Can't reveal too much, else she'll suffer. We were talking about demoralising herself by mixing with some peeps. A lot of ranting. In the end I reached home at like, 6.45pm. Quite confident about the mock test today. Though... I kind of have this 'superpower'. Everytime I want something to happen, the opposite happens. That means that maybe I want it to rain today, but it turns out to be all sunny. But this doesn't really works in my favour, only seldom. Sickening. I don't know if it could be considered as a superpower. Who cares anyway. During English lesson, vegetable gave us a vocab quiz. The words are: unconcealed, ravaged, impulse and two more words that I forgot. Cos below these words, the sentences the guys constructed were: Unconcealed: I unconcealed vegetable's skirt. Ravaged: I ravaged through vegetable's skirt. Impulse: I raped vegetable on impulse. Nice one. Veggie refers to a teacher. We generally don't like. Sunday, October 4, 2009.
Download managers. 7:13 PM What the hell is wrong with those download managers?! The impression they give me is like, they're crazy for money, telling people the difference between premium and free users. YES I KNOW I AM A CHEAPO TRYING TO DOWNLOAD ILLEGAL THINGS WITH THESE LOUSY DOWNLOAD MANAGERS, AND I KINDA DESERVE IT FOR HAVING TO WAIT FOR THOSE MANAGERS TO TELL ME WHAT CRAP LIKE: May I introduce you with Source A. Megaupload.com Free users: High speed download with Mega Manager - TEHTEHTEH!! (That means, sadly, NOPE.) Download Speed priority - Lowest Maximum parallel downloads - 1 Download limit per 24 hours - Very limited Waiting time before each download begins - 45 seconds ( I find this the most ridiculous thing of all) Advertising - Maximum Online storage with filemanager - None Support for download accelerators - TEHTEHTEH! Premium users: High speed download with Mega Manager - DINGDINGDING!! (That means yes.) Download speed priority - Highest Maximum parallel downloads - Unlimited Download limit per 24 hours - Unlimited Waiting time before each download begins - None. Advertising - Little Online storage with filemanager - Unlimited Support for download accelerators - DINGDINGDING!! (Copied almost everything from a Megaupload.com's download screen) Source B Rapidshare.com
It didn't have a table for free users though. So yeah. Doesn't this suck? It feels as if it's looking down on free users! I'm trying to save EVERY cent here, that's why I'm complaining. Heck no. I don't have a credit card, I can't sign up for a Paypal account, so I can't buy the membership. Maybe I should just be content with what I have. Evony sucks. You know that super sexist ad on the internet you see everyday? "Play now, My Lord." OMFG. WTH?! It even has a super sexy girl seducing guys to play the game. I mean, if the ad is not everywhere, I wouldn't mind. The problem is, it is EVERYWHERE. Yeah. IT'S IRRITATING.
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