Saturday, June 6, 2009.
Oh.
6:48 PM

So it's already the holidays. I thought my family/relative life was getting better, but no.

Yes, I AM FAT. So what? Is it any of your problem? Why should you even restrict me to drink COKE LITE?! It's COKE LITE, for fucking goodness' sake, AND I HAVEN'T BEEN DRINKING COKE FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS!

I asked you, IDIOT, the last week when I came to Grandma's house. You said no. SO I just put back. THIS TIME, I ASKED YOU THE SAME THING, YET YOU SAID I DRANK IT THE LAST TIME ROUND! 

Why is it always that when I look forward to something, the opposite is often the reality. WHY? Why must it be like that? Why is it that I don't even have the freedom to even DRINK COKE? I haven't been drinking it you know, TO BE FRANK, not even the past few years! 


WHY IS THAT PEOPLE WHO DRINK COKE EVERYDAY ARE SLIM? I DON'T EVEN DRINK IT, YET I'M FAT AS HELL.

JUST TO AVOID YOU GUYS, I'VE BEEN SEEKING REFUGE IN THE LIBRARY EVERYDAY. DO YOU REALLY THINK I WOULD WANT TO BE THERE? I'd of course rather stay at home and sleep! Do you all know that people keep questioning why I'm in the library? Just to stop you from asking me to exercise, I CYCLE TO SCHOOL. In the end, I get bruises, cuts just from that pedal of the bicycle. I ache all over, and are you finally happy?!

I HATE YOU GROWNUPS! JUST GO TO HELL, EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU!