Thursday, August 28, 2008.
loser.
5:37 PM

I'm a loser. Yup you didn't see that wrongly. I think I am.

Yesterday, 270808
I really couldn't remember what happened before school ended. My mind was so preoccupied with things. Especially dance. The props. I didn't feel like dancing. So I did props. (Gotta do it properly, or else my marks will "Whew", FLY AWAY. I'm feeling rather sad these few days after school, especially when I'm alone. I lost my wallet yesterday. Which contained $5.00 and EZ-Link card.
Believe it or not, I cried hard for it. 
I hate myself for being so forgetful, careless. 
Jacinta, you suck. Cause you're forgetful.
Crystal and Sherry and her buddies told be to look for Mr. Subra. So I did. He said he would check the tapes. I hope he really did. And to the person who took my wallet, PLEASE return it to me. I'm feeling so lost without it. Really. And I'm really grateful to these people:

  • Diyana
  • Shakinah
  • Khairi
  • Nicole
  • Crystal and her buds
  • Drinkstall Auntie
  • Other people who consoled me.
Diyana and Shakinah for consoling me, Khairi for advising me, Nicole for praying for me, Crystal and her buds for telling me to find Mr. Subra for help, Drinkstall Auntie who treated me to some snacks and lending me $0.55 for a bus trip back home. I'm really thankful. 

*GOD, PLEASE WATCH OVER ME AND MY WALLET! T.T*


Today, 280808
I'm feelind slightly more happier today. I still haven't found my wallet. T.T I had been thinking of the consequences. If I didn't tell my mother, I would have to lend $20, by hook or by crook, to make an EZ-Link card. Meanwhile for the time I didn't have EZ-Link card, I have to pay $0.55 daily for a trip back home. Or $0.90 if I'm not in School Uniform. That's saddening, really. I'm really feeling sad. Cause if I told her, she'll most probably say, "You lost something, yet you're still sitting here happily. Don't you feel heartbroken over it or something?!" I think, this is so false. Of course I feel heartbroken. $5.00 is a big deal to me. REALLY. Ok, I'll cut the crap about my wallet.

I'm beginning to dislike Mr Lee CY. As what Khairi said, our lessons go with his mood. If he's happy, then the lesson would be slightly more fun. If he's in a bad mood, we're doomed. Maybe, that's why mood is doom spelt backwards. If someone is in a bad mood, we're DOOMED.

Today is Filing Day. Had been filing since the fourth lesson (EL). Which was followed by two periods of Art filing, one Math lesson and two History lessons when we filed both History and Literature. Then stayed back after school to help with Mrs. Ra'uf with the sorting out. Then Ms Nur'ain for the Lit and Hist. 'administrative stuff'.

Then I went to the library to read Tintin. It rocks okay. 
My wallet.... T.T


And... my results.
Got our report books today. See the results. It sucked. Seriously.

English Language
Average Mark: 72.0
Grade: A2
Max Mark: 82.0

Higher Chinese
Average Mark:54.0
Grade: C6
Max Mark: 78.0

Mathematics
Average Mark: 42.5
Grade: E8
Max Mark: 95.0
(I wonder why are there geniuses who could've achieved 95.0. This person must be a maniac.)

Science
Average Mark: 68.2
Grade: B3 
Max Mark 96.9

History
Average Mark: 73.0
Grade: A2
Max Mark: 87.0

Literature
Average Mark: 58.0
Grade: C5
Max Mark: 84.0

Home Economics
Average Mark: 78.0
Grade: A1
Max Mark: 95.0

Visual Arts
Average Mark: 71.5
Grade: A2
Max Mark: 92.5

Remarks: Jacinta is a  cheerful and conscientious pupil. Her creativity has enabled the class blog to be a good platform for the class' lively online discussions.

._.'' Standard remarks from Mr. Tan.
Rather satisfied with results. Only failed one subject. I'm going to try and buck up. I really hope the Math SA2 is not that difficult. JACINTA, YOU CAN DO IT.



One last thing before I go. Bring your ties tomorrow!