OKAY.
Parents are ALL CORRECT, aren't they?
They are, they are.
They love the littlest ones, and not so like the eldest ones.
Since ANCIENT times, it's ALREADY like this.
How long will this carry on?


Today morning,
My family and I went to church.
When we came back,
I fell from the chair on the lorry.
Luckily (Unluckily) I didn't fell on to the road.
I would have felt so much better if I did.
After they found out, what they only said was," Aiyo, okay or not."
No sorries, ONLY THIS SENTENCE.
Yes, and I would like to SENTENCE this dumb guy to death.
I hate you.
Then I played maple. Two hermits came to ks me.
Wow wow wow.
So? Gave them a tongue-lashing, not really, just made them felt guilty and they left.

I thought that would be the last thing, but it wasn't.
Sighs.
Evening I knocked my foot against the leg of the chair. It's SOLID. Metal.
I guess, one of the toes knocked got dislocated, or something.
I did cry cause it was TOO MUCH.
It's PAINFUL.
Up till now, it is still painful.
WHAT DID ALL OF YOU DO?
No one cared, no one asked.
I felt so desolate. DESOLATE.
I felt so... worthless.
I felt like, I'm nothing to them.
To them, my sister was like Captain Kidd's treasure.
She wants Tamogotchi.
She gets it.
Look at my WISHLIST.
I won't, I repeat, WON'T get any of them, unless I get it myself.
So? I knock my toes against the chair, you all say nothing.
I cry, you all say I'm a failure or what to them.
Nothing I do is perfect.
I admit. I'm not a perfectionist.
I'm not.
I'm not.
I cry, it's because, I don't get it. I get a tongue lashing from you people.
I reckon, if it was my sister who fell from the lorry,
sure he will say, "Sorry ar, you okay anot. I help you up."
This sentence, I will never hear.
Never will I.
If my sister, gets her leg knocked against the chair,
sure will say," You okay anot, I help you to the chair." Then he will massage her leg.
Would I get this treatment?
Won't. Never. NEVER.
I hate you people.
I hate you.
After that, again, I knocked my other foot against the chair.
He say I walk very chor lor.
Men. ARE INSENSITIVE. They all suck. SUCKS. I hate you all.
If I fell from the lorry to then onto the road,
then a dumb car comes and langga me, I WILL BE VERY HAPPY.
Since, I have never done anything PERFECT, no one likes me.
Who likes a fat person.
Huh? Tell me!
WHO? WHO?
I'm disappointed in life.
I thought this CNY would be my happiest, but it certainly, clearly, wasn't.
I never had a father, I don't know who fathered me, I don't want to know, I hate him, I don't know him. My life, is in a mess, like a rubbish bin. As worthless as it. I HOPE VANDALS COME AND SET FIRE ON ME. So that, my life, comes to, AN END.

I hate this life. I am useless. I've done nothing correct. Everything she does is correct.
I'm, as what you all have said, is a failure.

I AM A FAILURE. NO ONE LIKES ME. I'M NOT LIKABLE.
I'm depressed.

Anyway, who cares? I RECKON, NO ONE.