Thursday, February 14, 2008.
9:56 PM

Happy Valentines' to Couples, Happy Friendship Day to Singles. :D
Oh and Happy Birthday to Yiheng. I doubt he reads my blog. LOL.
But, WHO CARES?
As I'm typing this, I'm yawning REPEATEDLY, NON-STOP.
Gah. Oh, "gah" became my new tag.

Actually, I expected no notes to be passed to me.
But Geok Mooi and Yokehuei surprised me.
I'm not the kind of person who people would expect me to receive these.
I didn't, as well. (Oh, second time.)
Yeahyeah..

House Meeting today.
Practically lame, stupid, MEANINGLESS.
But me and Geok Mooi's senior managed to sabo her. :D
Yay. I took part in shotput.
(It's SHOT-PUT, put as in "part" without the "r" sound)
I heard from Mr Wong that the iron ball is... 4.5kg.
Slightly lighter than the 5kg bag of rice.
Gah.


Sighs, Mrs. Rauf leaving.
Last year around this time, but earlier, Ms Haryati left too.
All the nice teachers have left, which teacher would take over Mrs. Rauf?
Ms Fadilah? Maybe. But she's taking a few Sec 2 classes already.
Who else? Mr Yeo, HOPEFULLY. He's fun. GAHHHH.
I'm as usual prepared to fail Math. I hate Math.
GAHHH.


So almost everyone contributed money.
To buy Mrs. Rauf's present.
Tomorrow, all will be revealed.
Anyway met Gideon at MRT. Like what Cherie did. On Monday.
GIDEON SAID SHE SCREAMED AT HIM! Lolololol!

Since Mr Koh screened S.H.E's Yue Gui Nu Shen,
I sort of like got addicted to it.
Downloaded it from Baidu.
Ha, Limewire didn't have it. Limewire's sucks for now.
GAH.
But then the story behind the song is NICE.
Which means the lyrics lah.

Don't feel like saying the whole story out. It's already 10.06pm now.
I wonder why people don't change their timezones on their blog.
Gah, it's confusing.
But it's their blog, who cares.








I'm lost, I'm lost.
I'm tormented... by EVERYTHING.
I don't cut; I don't banish myself.
As usual I have the facade on.
The battery's going low, unrechargable.
What should I do?
I hate myself. I hate my reflection.
I'm not beautiful. I'm not cute.
I'm fat, plump, etcetc.
Nobody will ever like me.
I'm disappointed in my own life.
I feel like committing suicide.
But it's stupid.
People think a person that's killed is a tragedy.
No, it isn't.
I would rather think like this:
The person who killed someone, is that someone's saviour.
He(assuming) saves you from life's troubles.
Troubles is nothing but torments.
Torments is nothing but sorrows.
Sorrows, is nothing but trouble.
What goes around, comes around.
A cycle just goes around and around.
Never stopping, just like Troubles, Torments, and Sorrows.


What goes around. Comes around.
I'm disappointed at life, Beyond Hope.