Sighs.
Basically my day today was so DAMN. boring.
Had to finish up the storyboards, IT.
AWWW MAN.
It was awful.
I believe I drew it really uglily.
Haha.
Don't believe right. HAHA.

Oh, something I never knew - SYF is starting in mid-March.
Which meant that we have to submit the jack-in-the-box by early March.

Fell out with someone, whom I knew as my most trusted friend.
Tuesday at noon I was so freaked by the noise.
I couldn't concentrate, etc.
I WANT TO PASS MY EXAMS OKAY,
And I'm trying my very best to concentrate.
Talktalktalk. You scolded me. You know how hurt I feel?
You'll NEVER, EVER, EVER, KNOW,
BECAUSE, you have five other friends for company and I DO NOT.
Oh yes, just a word for you six:

Believe me, it'll never do you good
if you people get angry with each other.
You have friends who'll help you at all times,
They are with you when you all have lunch, projects. etcetc.


I'm not jealous, anything. A loner like me wouldn't do you good.
Why?
I'll tell you.
When forming groups, you'll get with sucky people like Sinping and Sherry.
When eating lunch, you're forever lonely. You look at people eating with friends,
and, suddenly, it dawns on you:

"Do I have any friends?"

I assure you, it's very true.
I feel that all the time.
THE CHEERFUL FACE I HAVE IS ALWAYS A FACADE.
Everytime, I go to school, I have almost no happy times.
I'M ALWAYS SAD.
It's true...

Cherish that friendship you all have.
Don't be a second, third, fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh me.
It's very torturous.

Oh and where my true friends went?
Did they die?
Did they suffer from split personality?

I don't know...