50th post and i'm not really happy.
holidays' round the corner and i dont feel happy.
anyway, i'm not happy anyway.
so...

bolded parts is to be read by a friend.
but if you just want to kaypo, want to read, i don't mind.


a friend who knows who he/she is:

get it clear first. i'm not jealous. I just feel left out. you should know i have alot of false friends, and not many in the class are my friends. so, literally no one talks to me in class, and i feel very very left out. and of course, you support them. so to stop that in a what people would see as a nice manner, you wrote stop being childish. ok, i'll stop. and get that friend of yours not to write my name on the board first. and i certainly stop. i wouldn't even start. you people provoked me first, and im not one who doesn't take any action when people provokes me. maybe, maybe i'll not talk to you people ever again. but there is always a chance that everything get settled, and everyone would be happy once again. and please get whoever it is to shut her mouth up too before saying that im noisy. and yes, i forgot my masking tape. reply to me through any media you want, except through my home telephone. and it's true that i feel that you talk to people in your group, in reality, and only to me in msn. am i a robot who can talk to you only through computer? if so, i wouldn't talk to you anymore then. sorry to reject your calls. i might have hurt your feelings by lying.


BOYBOY.










i'm done.
but, i dont have the mood to continue this anymore.
might update later.