pffft.
passerbys again.
though i know who this passerby is.


i cant make myself to forgive and forget
however much i try,
i still cannot succeed.


Lost in the vortex of dilemma.
Though for now i do want to try to forgive,
But it seems that i can't.
Let fate decide for that, for now.

oh well.
im depressed.
holidays already here, yet it doesnt cheer me up.
well, i suppose i lost six friends.
oh. why should i say that?
im a loner.
no friends right.
so.. forget it.
just take it that i didnt know them before.
im not going to tolerate anymore.
it's always like that.

my patience is getting thinner and thinner.
because of some people who loves friction.
so.. due to high heat, im going to be dead if i still tolerate anymore.


went to classblog just now
saw the posts but i dont know how to face it.
or rather, answer it.
i wanted to go for bowling, but im afraid i dont have enough money.
but anyway, no one would bowl with me.
i think i'll just skip it.
well, depends.
but then, on chalet that day, mr tan and mr yeo is going to pay for the food
and utensils expenses, so, no worries.
but no one who needs to know this comes to this blog right?
so well.
sians.


when i think back of the days, it's a mixture of feelings.
especially someone who has helped me alot
in times when i need help most.
but it's a broken pot now.
superglue wouldn't help.
neither would time heal.
but it's no use crying over spilt milk.
let fate decide what will happen,
i suppose that's the best solution.

50th post and i'm not really happy.
holidays' round the corner and i dont feel happy.
anyway, i'm not happy anyway.
so...

bolded parts is to be read by a friend.
but if you just want to kaypo, want to read, i don't mind.


a friend who knows who he/she is:

get it clear first. i'm not jealous. I just feel left out. you should know i have alot of false friends, and not many in the class are my friends. so, literally no one talks to me in class, and i feel very very left out. and of course, you support them. so to stop that in a what people would see as a nice manner, you wrote stop being childish. ok, i'll stop. and get that friend of yours not to write my name on the board first. and i certainly stop. i wouldn't even start. you people provoked me first, and im not one who doesn't take any action when people provokes me. maybe, maybe i'll not talk to you people ever again. but there is always a chance that everything get settled, and everyone would be happy once again. and please get whoever it is to shut her mouth up too before saying that im noisy. and yes, i forgot my masking tape. reply to me through any media you want, except through my home telephone. and it's true that i feel that you talk to people in your group, in reality, and only to me in msn. am i a robot who can talk to you only through computer? if so, i wouldn't talk to you anymore then. sorry to reject your calls. i might have hurt your feelings by lying.


BOYBOY.










i'm done.
but, i dont have the mood to continue this anymore.
might update later.

well...
guess how i feel.
EMBARRASSED, or whatever it is spelt.
cause it has been 16 days since i last updated my blog.
incredibly sorry to the few of you who'd always came to my blog
to see any updates, but there weren't.
i'm...so sorry.
hahas.


has been exam week.
hope all pass with flying colours!
hahas.
and sians,
i failed my math.
but what i didn't expect was art,
i passed at 70 marks.
ah well.
hope i could do better next time.


from last week,
i had cold and sore throat.
then i hurt my big toe.
LOL.
well. nvm.
im still suffering from the cold.
i haven't been taking my medicine.

but rest assured, tml, i will go for catechism class de.
(:


i can't wait for CHALET on 1911o7.
whee.
maybe have to get people going for chalet to pop 2dollars.
into the class fund.
HAHAS.
but the decision doesn't lie with me.
hahas...
utensils alone costs $70+.
could be cut down.
hehes.


i'm getting fatter though.
not sure if i can get through the INNOWITS presentation on
next Mon.
well...
not sure if the other four popped by their inboxes though.
mr tan edited something else, and it looked sort of.. magnificent.
well, it should be.
after all, teachers have more experience.


and.. last thing.
3o more days to class chalet.


i don't know if i can go for the 6/1 class chalet though.
it's really near le.
3oth October.

im going to save $2o dollars by next week.
but then, it's not going to suffice.
hope i can get a HOLIDAY job.
dunno if anyone can go with me though...







*ends post*

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
#1 Sony Ericsson mobile phone.Though I’ll happily settle for a Nokia.(:
#2 A Windows Vista Laptop.
#3 $100 to spend.
#4 A nicer pair of spects. LOLS?
#5 Father to tio TOTO/4D!! Then I also got money. ((:
*How materialistic of me.*



1. the person who tag you is?
Carrie.

2. your relationship with her/him is?
Catechism Classmates.

3. Your 5 impressions of her/him:
#1 Kinda funny. (HAHAS.)
#2 Always on time/early. [IT’S TRUE!]
#3 Always wear this bubblefish shirt. (hahas.)
#4 You know kiss the dummy? LOLS.
#5 Has lots of same colour, type, brand of pen in her pencilbox. =X.


4. the most memorable thing she has done for you?
erm. I knew her only for 1 year, and see her only on Sundays. Is there any? LOLS.


5. the most memorable words she has said to you?’hahas.’ (yupps. I can remember you laughing clearly hahas.)


6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will?I’M NORMAL!


7. if he/she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be?I REPEAT, I’M PURRRRFECTLY NORMAL!


8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Don’t think it’s possible though.


9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
I’m not able to see the FUTURE lehs.


10. the most desired thing you want to do for her now is?
Erm? Dunno.(:


11. your overall impression of her is?
A person who loves to wear a blue shirt with a orange, spiky, round fish on it.


12. how do you think people around you will feel about you?
Hyper and EMO.


13. the character you love of yourself is?
For me to know, for you to forever don’t know. (:


14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
My Temper.


15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
Eh, a rich and kind and compassionate and blahblah person.


16. for people that care and like you, say something to them
'THANK YOU. I’M SO TOTALLY TOUCHED.' O.O


17. pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1.ha.ha.ha. Carrie-Anne.( same reason as below.)
2.Felicia YAP.(never put surname later say,”which Felicia?”) lols.
3.Huijun
4.Talia
5. Leeyin
6. Joan
7. Jiaying
8. Wanying
9. Si Min
10.A kind SOUL.



who is no.6 having relationship with?
~ dunno. (:

is no.9 a male or female?
-Female.lols.

if no.7 and 10 are together?
-If a kind soul is Jiarui, it might be possible...

how about no.8 and 5?
-The don’t know each other la. ZZZ.

what is no.2 studying about?
-It’s either Math or Lit. But Romeo and Juliet? Gosh.
Might be Merchant of Venice. LOLS.

when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
-Today morning.

what kind of music band does no.8 like?
-I think it’s S.H.E. IF IM NOT WRONG LAH.

does no.1 has any siblings ?
-Not sure leh.

Will you woo no.3?
-I’m.. so perfectly normal..Zzz.

how about no.7?-Gosh.

is no.4 single?
-Think so.

what’s the surname of no.5?
-MOO!

what's the name of no.10?
-Tom, Dick, Harry. LOLS.

what's the hobby of no.4?
-Listening to Jap songs?

do no.5 and 9 get along well?
-Yes, I think so. Same school lehs.

where is no.2 studying at?-Deyi Secondary School, Class 108, Back row, Third counting from RIGHT.

talk something casually about no.1?
-HEEHEES. BLUE SHIRT WITH THE PUFFERFISH!

have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
-*these questions are really..kinda lame.*

where does no.9 live at?
-ANGMOKIO. Somewhere there.

Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
-I think they might know each other since they’re in the same school.

does no.7 likes no.2?
-Not sure, but then they sit together in class. :D

how do you get to know no.2?
-Since I came into DYSS.

does no.1 have any pets?
-Maybe.