Tuesday, August 21, 2007.
8:57 PM

Welcome to my life is the only song that can explain how i feel now.
and Shut up is the only song that can describe someone idiotic to shuddup now.
not now, but forever.
im feelin like pushing in dumbcanes after dumbcanes into it's mouth.
IT. not Information Technology, but It as in those animals.
It, as it implies, refers to non-living things and animals.
that's what exactly IT is.
(:
and you people must really know how to analyse situations.
i really hate to be wronged.
with your own words,
i'll pay you back with it.
think hard.
have you heard that your conscience is shouting at you?
do you realize that you're doing harm to so many people?
do you put yourself in my shoes?
and one more thing.
please clear your ears before you come to school.
and the one who says the story, please brush your teeth before you come.
you think it's funny to spread everything to the whole wide world?
i know. your network of friends is just too big.
if one leaves you, you have so many spare tyres out there waiting for you.
but i truly believe in one thing--- heaven is looking at whatever you do.
so what if you have everything you want?
you will lose it one day.
i have said my piece. i am sorry if it irritates any of you. the part about brushing teeth is definitely not jiajia.
i am also very sorry if i have broke up your friendship.
i tried to tell laylin and wanying that i would join geokmooi and the others.
im trying not to break you all up.
if you all think that i am,
i think.... i would ask mr tan to change places.. that's the furthest i can go.
im sorry.
if any of you think that i am an irritatable fella, im sorry, but there's two options: transfer school and get lost. the other one: tahan. as i have tahan-ed how you scream at me without any reason.
im feeling really lost.
whether at home or in school.
no one will know how i feel.
so, i have broke my promise yet again..
im currently feeling like dying.
but 10th floor is scary.
im trying to die of natural death.
if i could die and i would not sin, i hoped that this would prove my innocence.
if you think im faking innocence, crying croc's tears... too bad.
my mind's in a whirl.