after reading felicia's blog, i think i should say byebye to blogging on this address.
i will make a new blog. and if you want to relink u relink.
if u dont want, it's totally none of my business.
cuz nothing is of my business anymore.
on sept 1. i will totally renew it.
if you just hate me flatly, dont relink.
if u think that i am barging into whoever's frenship or something.
FORGET IT TOO.
maybe i should be alone.
maybe i should be friendless.
it's just that no one likes me.
dont try to argue over this point.
i've already discovered this on August 22, 2007.
i would have known that someone or other will argue over this point.
if i am sad, i have anything to say, i will bottle it up.
all the fears--- no one will know.
it will only be known to me. and only me.
thats all.
i will bottle them until it has no more space,
and finally, till i die.
whether at home or whatever else,
i hate myself.
i hate the world.
and my death should do all of you good.